A re-re-reintroduction to bitterness
this entry brought to you by folk implosion, "natural one"
I really haven't run out of ideas, I really haven't. I'm just frustrated with technical problems. I'm not dry of ideas, in fact, now that I haven't had an outlet to get my ideas out for so long, I'm actually running over with ideas. The problem isn't creativity, it's motivation. If it hasn't been problems on the Internet side of things, then it's been on the PC side of things. And it's all so intolerably frustrating, enough to stifle any sort of urge to get anything done in terms of my once flourishing website.
But the other day I realized that the elections were this close, and all my ideas and thoughts on the debates were never written down, never posted and added to the Internet collective. If I didn't watch out, the frigging election would be over and done with and I wouldn't have had a damned thing to say about it, at least not publicly.
And I thought, you know, it's just stubborn to not restart my page. I can't keep it daily because of personal amounts of time, because of technical problems, because of all that bullshit. I can't get back in my groove, but does that mean I should just not do anything just because I can't do it my way? My personal goal from now on until I can get back to where I'm doing it daily is three posts a week. Sometimes I'll miss it (particularly with the upcoming move) and sometimes I'll go a week without missing one (I hope), but at least I'll be producing again.
So here. This is the re-re-reintroduction of words and ramblings. Let's hope it lasts this time.
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with love from CRS @ 1:24 PM
Monday, October 25, 2004
I really haven't run out of ideas, I really haven't. I'm just frustrated with technical problems. I'm not dry of ideas, in fact, now that I haven't had an outlet to get my ideas out for so long, I'm actually running over with ideas. The problem isn't creativity, it's motivation. If it hasn't been problems on the Internet side of things, then it's been on the PC side of things. And it's all so intolerably frustrating, enough to stifle any sort of urge to get anything done in terms of my once flourishing website.
But the other day I realized that the elections were this close, and all my ideas and thoughts on the debates were never written down, never posted and added to the Internet collective. If I didn't watch out, the frigging election would be over and done with and I wouldn't have had a damned thing to say about it, at least not publicly.
And I thought, you know, it's just stubborn to not restart my page. I can't keep it daily because of personal amounts of time, because of technical problems, because of all that bullshit. I can't get back in my groove, but does that mean I should just not do anything just because I can't do it my way? My personal goal from now on until I can get back to where I'm doing it daily is three posts a week. Sometimes I'll miss it (particularly with the upcoming move) and sometimes I'll go a week without missing one (I hope), but at least I'll be producing again.
So here. This is the re-re-reintroduction of words and ramblings. Let's hope it lasts this time.
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